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[ EVENT POST ]

Sun, 11 Sep 2011 16:26:38 -0400

[ The air seemed colder, didn’t it?

Wasn’t it just summer a few minutes ago? Now it was snowing… Red thought it was the usual crazy climate changes that the circus had but… The circus was looking a bit more rocky now and it was freezing! Pikachu blinked and looked around as well. This place looked familiar. ]

“… Mt. Silver.”

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[ EVENT POST ]

Sat, 10 Sep 2011 23:36:46 -0400

[ The air seemed colder, didn’t it?

Wasn’t it just summer a few minutes ago? Now it was snowing… Red thought it was the usual crazy climate changes that the circus had but… The circus was looking a bit more rocky now and it was freezing! Pikachu blinked and looked around as well. This place looked familiar. ]

“… Mt. Silver.”

[ Did that mean they were back? Red had all of his memories though. Memories of the circus… Kamila… Green. Was Green back too? Did the Ringmaster finally get bored of everyone? Red didn’t even get to say good bye to everyone he met here….

The champion began to walk. It seemed like he was walking forever until he saw something on the ground. He kneeled down to examine it; it looked like some type of metal… It was red, just like his name. The boy picked it up and began to walk. More pieces were found on the path way.

Wait… Where were his Pokemon? His Pokeballs…? ]

“… Espeon? Charizard?” [ He began to call out to his Pokemon, but silence was followed by his voice. No happy Pokemon running up to him.

Nothing.

He began to walk again. This was home, wasn’t it? It sure felt like home… Yet, there was something very wrong about it. The place seemed darker, much darker than before. A storm was definitely heading this way.

He continued his walk and finally made it to his usual cave when suddenly his foot tapped against something. He stepped back, trying to figure out what it was. The wind soon brushed the snow away.

There was Leaf, lying on the ground. Red’s eyes widened as he stepped back. She… Wasn’t moving. The champion quickly checked her pulse - there was nothing left. She was gone. ]

Ḏ͇̣̮̦͉̬͊ͪ̑͒̂̂o͙̦̥̼̱̳͆n̞͕͕̘͖̝’̜̩͔͓͎̑ͅͅt̝͑̿ ͓̫̻̠̳̽̆̇ͭ̾ŷ̻̼͓̦̹̦̲̊o̝͔͖̪̍u̲̲ ͔̳͋̚k̙̝͈͖̦͎̽̈̊̽͑n͈̱̱͇̺ͤ̋̒o͔̙͚̳͇͂̆̋̐̋w̤̼̲̻͋̌ͪ̆ͬ̑ ̘̘̱̘̥͇͓ͣ̎̓ẅ͖̤͍̮́ͯͤ̓ͥ̇h̺̞͕̳͗͒ͥa͙͓̓ͬ̋̂̌͌t̼̦̰̰͗̏’̟͇̺̗͎̍̒ͬͭͬ̎s̳̦̣͐ ̳̞̪̮̫̱̤̐́̅̉͐̚h̲̟̮̪̭̹ͪ̌̈̊a̩̫̤̓̈͌p̑͌̏p̝̜̜̅e̖̖̯̟̙͎̋̑̄ͅn̐̑e̊ͪ̄d̳̘̣ ̓ͩẉ̣̦̟̺͈̹̓̈ͥ̍̍̃̚h̤̘̘ͨ̃ͦ͌̊e̞̔ͩn͋ ̩̱̳̤ͥ̔ͅy̠̖o̩ͨ̈́ͥ̎u̪̭͇̗͈͊͋̾̋͋ ̙̳̣̙ͫͪͪͭ̈́̆w͈̻̬̤̝͉̓̉ͨ̊́e̻ͤṛ͔̙͔̓̓e̿ͪ͊ ͓̖̤̼g̝͎͖̼̺̮̿̎o̳͉̺̙͌͒͑ͬnͫ̐͗̐ͪ̇ẽ̮?̙͖ͥ

[ Red felt his eyes widen again as he slowly looked behind his shoulder. An L shaped Pokemon was behind him, all glitched up. Oh god, it was back again. But what did it want? Red left it alone when he had a chance. The male clutched his arm slightly.

That thing almost tore his arm off. Noticing Red’s hesitation, It moved closer to him. ]

E̷v͞e̶r͏͢ỳo҉͞͏ǹè y̨̨͞o͝u̸̧ ̸͢k̡̢n͡ơ̵w͞ ͏ą̨͠n͞d͏ ͢lo҉v͘͟ę̵͞ ́i҉s ͢͏deà̕͟d̀. ̴̶G͡o̧̢͝n҉̧e͞. B̸͘e҉̧cau̵s̶e̷̢͏ ̢yo̧̢u ̧s̸̡t̵o͏p͠p̴̧e̕d́ ̷̴c̢a̴̶̛r̨͘ín̴̴g̀̕ ́́͝ab̷͝o͟uţ ͜th͞e̵̛m.̴̢
̛T͟h̨̀e̕y͜͞ ̷͟͢ẁa͞i̧t̢̕e͞͡d͢͞ ̧͡f͢͠or̡̢͜ ̡͢͞y͜͏҉o͟҉͘ư ͟͝f͝o̧͞rev͜e͘͡r͘ ̕a̸̷̛n͡ḑ́ ͝yo̶u҉ ̕n̛è̵v̵͝ȩ͜͠r̶ ̛ca̡͟m͟͞e̛͢ b́a̶̷ck̶̕͝.̴͜

[ Red shook his head and tried to talk but when he tried to speak, no words left his mouth - just cold and dry air. He clutched his throat slightly, looking up at the glitch Pokemon. “I’m not afraid of you anymore.” ]

I͜t ͢͞m̸͢ay̸͜ ̡͜n̴͝͝ờ̕t҉ ̡͠b̶͘e̸ m̴͞ę ̶y̧o̸͝u̵̴ ̴̨͘a̴̕r̸e̷͡ ͢҉af҉ŕ̴a̢͟i҉̛͢d̶̨ ͟o͘f̨,͘͢ ̷̸͘bu͝t͞ ͜yǫ̛͠ú͝’̷͢͟r̶͢é͞ ̕a̛͘f̧̢̕r̡̧a͡i͏d̛͢͠ ̢҉o̧̧͝f̡ ͘s̛͠o̧͘m̕e̵͞t̢h̢i̕͜ng̴.҉̷ ̧͟Y͜͞͝ou̷͘’v̛͘e̢̛͞ ̸̸͞l͘os̡t̢́ ̴͜e͏҉͠v̡͟e̸͠r̀yt͠͠h̨͟i͜n̸̕ģ ̷-͠ y͟o̶ù̕͢ŗ̶ v̵̧͟oi҉̸̀c̶e,͏͟ ̵ỳ̕ou͏͏r̀͞ ́͡f̡r͏i͜͏̷e̷͏n̴͡d̡͞s͜
͏̶̨
͘you̢r͏̡̧ ̧̀m̡o͝the̴̸r͘͡.

[ “…!! Leave her out of this.” ]

Y̕o͝u͢’r̡e͡ n̸òthiņg̨ ̶no̸w̨.͝ Sh͏e ̡ha̧t̵es͠ ͟y͟ou͢.͞ Y̵ǫu brough̵t hèr ͜not́h̕in҉g̡ but́ ͡sha̸me a͜nd̶ ͏r̷egr̷e̶t͢.̶ ͝Y̴ou’re ̵j̸ust ͞l̕ike y̨o͘u͏r͢ father, ͟wh̀ò died s͠o ̧ma͢ny yéa͘r͘s ͢a͢go. ͏
Y̛o͟u’r̵e d͏ȩs̴ţíned̡ ̴t͘o b̕e ͜h͠e̸r̀e͡.̡
͞
̢Fo̸R͟eV̧e̵R.̷

[ The Pokemon was gone, and suddenly the sun dimmed greatly. The snow kept falling. Red soon dropped to his knees, feeling cold and lost. His father… His father left and was still alive. That’s what his mother told him. But if his mother hated him… Then she would have lied.

Red was curled up in fetal position as Pikachu watched, not knowing what to do. Even the mouse has never seen his trainer in this much distress. The world was slowly forgetting about the legendary trainer that stood on the cold and dark mountain.

No Green, no Leaf, no Yellow.

No one but Red was here. ]

[ The snow kept falling.

and so did Red’s tears.

He was truly alone. ]

ooc note ;;

Thu, 08 Sep 2011 21:14:28 -0400

I’m sorry for not being so active

A lot of my muse has been drained with school and all and slowly I’ve been fading in and out of rping, which is another reason why things have been so slow. Like I said, I’ve been trying really hard in school and my Red muse is gone.

I promise - I’ll be more active when the event starts and all! I’ll try my best to get on during the weekend.

“….” [ He’s been feeling so drowsy lately. Maybe he should walk around the...

Sun, 28 Aug 2011 01:06:45 -0400

“….”

[ He’s been feeling so drowsy lately. Maybe he should walk around the circus a tad. How long has it been since he’s been out of his trailer anyway? Certainly about a week, right? Oh well, he should probably check on the people from his world.

Hopefully nothing’s happened to them… ]

[[SUP BITCH -PEES ON YOUR NEW SHOES-]]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 20:30:20 -0400

(( EXCUSE ME. ))

[ OPEN ]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 20:29:53 -0400

-grayscale:

i do too. it’s… it’s bullshit.

fucking BULLSHIT.

it lulls you into a false sense of security, the ringbastard does FUCKING NOTHING while we all make friends and have relationships and get attached, then he fucks us up the urethra with a rake by tearing them all away from us.

*sighs*

it’s bullshit… he’s bullshit.

it’s selfish that i care more about my relationship with someone than them getting home… but it’s just bullshit…

*and now his eyes are shining with angry tears*

[ Red listens, slightly fading in and out of the conversation. His hands are currently balled into fists, letting out a slightly shaky sigh. Pikachu sits on his shoulder, his ears drooping down slightly. Nill left a long time ago, but the Pokemon still missed the winged girl. ]

“One day I’m going to kill that damn bastard.”

[ His voice is filled with complete malice and anger. He doesn’t care what happens to him, but one day he’s going to kill the Ringmaster. Red normally doesn’t talk like this, but he’s tired of all of this. Tired of the bastard hurting so many people. ]

[ OPEN ]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 20:16:29 -0400

-grayscale:

o-oh?

*will’s voice cracked when he said that. it’s taking every ounce of willpower he has not to start crying again*

y…yeah… i know how you feel… fox is gone too…

now the only person left in my original group of friends is hope…

*his lips wiggles involuntarily*

i… i still have kamila and clay and kimblee, i guess… but fox was, like, my best friend…

“… They didn’t even say goodbye, huh? At least… Clay and Kamila are still around…”

[ “I don’t want them to come back” was something Red wanted to say, but it was obvious that Will cared for the people who left. Even if Red didn’t care about them, he cared for Leaf at least. Yet, he was angry that she left without saying anything. ]

“I hate this place.” [ “I hate everyone here.” ]

[ OPEN ]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 19:56:28 -0400

-grayscale:

*will needed someone right now. red just happened to be leaving his trailer at the moment*

uh… hey there, red. how are you?

*will’s eyes are red and puffy from crying, and his hands are bruised and bleeding from hitting the tree.

basically, he looks completely and totally shit*

i hope you’re… doing well?

“… Will.”

[ He nods his head to acknowledge his presence. The silent champion looked at the ground, trying not to break down. He looks up and gives a sad smile to the boy. Don’t worry Will, Red looks like shit too. ]

“… I’m not doing so good… Leaf… My friend… She’s gone…”

[ OPEN ]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 19:25:52 -0400

[ At this point, Red doesn’t want to talk to anyone here. He just wants to lay in bed forever, but he knows he needs to get up sometime. The champion has been sleeping for some time now and he’s getting sick of staring at the ceiling.

He finally pulls himself from his bed and rubs his eyes. Lately he’s been losing sleep over everything; Leaf is now gone and he hasn’t seen anyone in other a week or so. He misses home, his mom, his Pokemon.

Red manages to get dressed (but doesn’t brush his hair. He has his hat for that) and pulls himself out of the door. Pikachu’s ears perk up as he follows his master out before jumping on hi shoulder. ]

“C’mon. We need to train….”

[ He’s going to break down at any second.

Things were a lot easier when he had no real feelings. ]

I've lost who I am [ open ]

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 07:02:26 -0400

“…. Leaf’s gone.”

[ What has he been doing wrong? He couldn’t even protect his best friend and now she was gone. His voice grew quieter as he continued to speak. ]

“… I’m so, sosorry…”

(( I’d ask what I missed but it’s like 7 AM. Also I’m not quitting UPM but with...

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 06:47:48 -0400

(( I’d ask what I missed but it’s like 7 AM. Also I’m not quitting UPM but with the new rule I’ll be making an indie for red. The link will be up later.

Also I don’t mean to be a bitch but I love how the people who quit UPM were the ones who barely rped with UPM people.

Just had to let that out. I mean if people don’t cheat then we could have had the rule stay but oh well. ))

By any chance if I made an open post would anyone respond to it? I know Red isn’t the best...

Thu, 11 Aug 2011 19:19:51 -0400

By any chance if I made an open post would anyone respond to it?

I know Red isn’t the best social interaction, considering he’s as fun as a brick, but he’s the only muse of mine that’s currently alive at the moment.

Just a small question.

Draw me like one of your French girls

Thu, 11 Aug 2011 18:34:43 -0400

“… No.”

[ It's your birthday today! ]

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 23:42:47 -0400

greenwithenvy-:

[ Still going to fling you in the ocean. Green grinned in a satisfied manner; he guessed the Champion wasn’t one for celebrating. At least that meant he could go ahead with his plans for the day. But, the plans were stupid because getting Green to plan something is just… stupid. Oh well, he hoped Red would like his idea, anyway. ]

Really? [ He scratched the back of his head lightly. ]

Well, how ‘bout you and me go to the beach? I mean, when was the last time we went somewhere together? And, since it’s your birthday and everything, I thought it would be a good idea.

[ Then I will punch you sometime in the future! But then I’ll apologize because I rabu you more than anything. Red was never the type to celebrate anything really. Sure, he got a few presents on Christmas and about a thousand marriage proposals from people but he never really celebrated. Maybe he was turning into a bitter old man.

The champion blinked and hesitated. A trip to the beach wouldn’t be so bad, now would it? Summer was almost ending so maybe they should do something, uh, summery. ]

“That sounds fine.”

trainermina: ねぎた

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 12:25:41 -0400

trainermina:

ねぎた

[ It's your birthday today! ]

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 08:28:36 -0400

greenwithenvy-:

[ And if Red did punch him, he guessed he wouldn’t mind because it was his birthday after all!

Kissing him back, Green laughed a little after being held tightly by the other male. He probably worried Red sick again, whoops. He pulled away after a moment, and pecked him on the cheek gently. ]

So… birthday boy! Got anything planned for today? [ Because we have! Kinda. ]

[ BIRTHDAY PUNCHES. But we’re not going to punch Green. Unless he flings us into the ocean. Then we’re going to punch him.

Red couldn’t help but smile again as he entwined his fingers with Green’s. Birthday plans… Red never really thought about what he was going to do today. Other than sleep of course. ]

“I haven’t thought of anything to do today.”

[ It's your birthday today! ]

Mon, 08 Aug 2011 08:04:13 -0400

greenwithenvy-:

[ Except this douchebag knows it’s your birthday, so he decides to try and take you by surprise!

Hopefully, Red is still daydreaming and not noticing whatever is going on around his surroundings. But, Green doubts that he’s doing the latter. Never mind, he’ll attempt anyway.

Being the stealthy Gym Leader he is, he slowly approaches the birthday boy, and grabs him from behind! Well, by grab, it was more of a bear hug type of thing but you get the picture. ]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

[ For once, Red was lost in his thoughts.

He was about to go inside and continue sleeping when he felt a pair of arms wrap around him. He couldn’t help but flail just a tad, but stopped when he glanced behind him. It was Green!

Red wanted to punch him for disappearing, but instead he managed to turn around and press his lips against the Gym Leader’s own. He pulled away again but still had his arms wrapped around Green. He didn’t want to let go. ]

“… Thanks.” [ A small smile. ]